Tuesday, September 25, 2007

I miscarried :o(

Well...I miscarried today. But I am doing ok. I called the Dr., they said when I go in tomorrow for the blood test, they will schedule a D & C if needed. Oh what fun! :o( I think the hardest part was telling the kids. They have been so excited about this baby. Kenna stared to cry a little, she had little tears. It was so sad. She gave me a geat big hug. She said "so, we are not going to have a baby boy anymore?" I told her we would try again in a few months and probably be able to get pregnant again and have a healthy baby boy. That made her feel a little better. Tyler was sad too. He is such a sweet boy. He asked if I was going to be ok. I told him I would because I have them.

I am probably having a miscarriage...

Well....I had my long awaited ultrasound today. I should be almost 11 weeks. It measured me at 5 1/2 weeks. She couldn't even hardly see the baby or babies. She couldn't see if there was twins. She could see the sack and that is it. No heart beat. I had my blood drawn today and I have to go back in on Wednesday to get it drawn again. If my Hormone level is higher on Wednesday than it was today then I am still pregnant but if it drops on Wednesday from today then I am Miscarrying. She said my uterus was not measuring large anymore. So..... I don't know. I am trying to think positive but it is really hard when this has happened before. And I know I should be farther along than 5 weeks. I took my pregnancy test 4 weeks ago. So, all signs are pointing twoards a miscarriage. :o( If I find out everything is ok on Wednesday then I will let you know. I acutally wont know until Thursday because it takes a day to get the results back from the lab they said. Im a little bummed out, but I am trying to not think about it too much. I don't want to go into tears and then find out Thursday that everything is fine. So for now, I am trying to stay positive. I will let you know Thursday.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

TWINS!???

Well, here we go again! I went to the Dr. She said there is a possibility that it is twins! I have an "oversized uterus" I have 4 choices. 1.) A Molar Pregnancy, it is a fake pregnancy. Your body thinks you are pregnant but it is just a rapidly growing growth and makes your uterus larger. I doubt it is that because I feel pregnant for real. 2.) Another kind of growth along with the baby, like a syst or fibroids. That can make it larger. 3.) Extra Amniotic fluid. I could just have more fluid than normal. This is typically not a bad thing. OR 4.) TWINS! Call me crazy, but I am rooting for twins. I have an Ultrasound Scheduled for Monday the 24th. We will find out then, what is going on.